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Gosh, Ive been lookin at all my friends journals... Tre Trigga Jamie… - Diz...My....Shiznit...

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Gosh, Ive been lookin at all my friends journals...


Everyone, even Quay and it dawned on me. You all are such good writers and can introduce ur journal so well and me, im just Hi this is what happened today BLAH BLAH BLAH, u know. So I decided it to start it off, like this, today so I can be DIFFERENT.

A few weeks ago, I was depressed. Then I stopped being depressed. I miss someone. Someone special. :-( This girl is someone I truly love and admire for so many things, but it won't work out. She and I could never go down. We tried it but HA!
I'm not good with relationships. I swear, someone can be interested in me and I don't want to be wit them. It can be so many things, for example;
1. We are too close as friends and I don't wanna ruin it, because they know all my secrets, so why would they want me?
2. Their persona is so weird. Just their eyes, nose, ears, mouth, teeth, shoes....
3. I'm so picky.

Why I gotta be so fuckin picky. I just think I know what I want, and can't settle for less then that. I keep telling myself, and people who know that i have an interest in females, that since....and....I'm going to stay away from them. I feel like US women are EVIL. I'm just going to get with a nice tall, dark handsome man. Thats the man I'll eventually marry. :-)Right Alli?

Now on to my next point, I can be interested in them and either;
1. They lose interest or
2. when I wanna be wit them someone else comes along.
Why? Why does this happen to me? It has never happened with guys, just with girls. *sigh* So what does that tell you? Maybe its me!

OK thats all I came to talk about cuz today is 4/20 Im bout to smoke..LOVE YOU!!!

Holla at cha...~1~
Current Mood: cheerful<--Happy as hell!
Current Music: Erbody in da club get Tipsy...in my head
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Date:April 20th, 2005 06:31 pm (UTC)

I was first :)
Its good to be picky. Im picky too
That means you wont settle for less than you deserve.
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Date:April 20th, 2005 08:46 pm (UTC)
LMAO!!! Course...u my bruva!! lol....
Thanks!! hehe
Date:April 20th, 2005 07:40 pm (UTC)
maybe u not meant to b in a relationship wit chicks mama...
I KNOW I AM...lol
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Date:April 20th, 2005 08:48 pm (UTC)

Trust me...

If I wasnt I wouldnt be. I dont say one mintue i love girls then dont be wit them, and before i came "out" I never said i would never be wit a girl...sooo iknow I am meant to be wit chicks TRUST ME JAMIE...I just dont know what to do
Date:April 21st, 2005 01:40 pm (UTC)
"Everyone, even Quay" ummm what's that supposed to mean? I think I might be slightly offended lol.

And you're not picky, you just have standards. Everyone says I'm picky but like you and Tre said, it just means that you have in mind what you want and don't want in a person. Is that so bad? I'd rather be picky than to have no standards at all and be with every Tom, Dick (literally) and Harry that comes along.
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Date:April 21st, 2005 07:28 pm (UTC)
I love u more than most...:-X

Thanks hun...Always get that "u stuck up shit" no im really not lol..but glad to know my sister is like that...
Date:April 21st, 2005 02:17 pm (UTC)
NEVER settle below ya standards mama. do u and well, happy days WILL come-Trust that.i can truly attest to that.but ur right Women r Evil...but u gotta love em.

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Date:April 21st, 2005 07:28 pm (UTC)
LOL...I dunno what i love...
Date:April 22nd, 2005 02:35 pm (UTC)
lol yea u do. you like it all. 2 is better than 1, we is more that me...and well u get the point.
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Date:April 24th, 2005 12:17 am (UTC)
You really serious about givin up on girls?... u don't have this problem with men becuz u don't feel the same about em as women... think about how many guys u've blown off?
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